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# Koh Samui
- URL: https://sheholds.com/koh-samui/
- Published: 2026-05-21T19:13:15.000Z
- Updated: 2026-11-11T17:14:15.000Z
- Description: On room service, Phat Thai, papaya and hotel linen crisp and white.
- Author: Lai Yin 麗賢
- Tags: Marriage 婚姻

By the time I checked in at my suite in Koh Samui,  
he was working and sleeping in the office.

By the time I unpacked,  
I had:  
funded our startup,  
run our household,  
tended our two baby daughters.

By the time I unpacked  
my toiletries,  
my bras,  
my [dress](https://sheholds.com/sydney/) from Sydney, cobalt blue,  
the sun was dropping behind the horizon.

I stood there,  
not speaking to myself.

Do I belong to him?  
Does he belong to me?

By the time I got back to Hong Kong,  
I had slept long,  
swum,  
eaten Phat Thai and papaya sweet,  
dreamt.

By the time I got back to Hong Kong,  
I had asked him to come back to the house.

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